27 October 2010


How do I make my blog on private? Its not that I want to block out certain friends, I just want to keep it out of the eyes of people I dont know (the public). Umm.. should I make it private, then do that 'send an email to everyone who you authorise to read your blog'? but then EVERYONE knows my blog x.x I wish there was an easier way.. Unless I create a new blog and put the link up on msn? Facebook has way too many connections.

26 October 2010


How much I'd give just to see you even for a second ><

My love for you

Come rain or shine, whether im too sick to get up or just have a common cold, if its early in the morning or late at night, even if I have tons of school things to focus on, or am I really sleepy, I want to find ways to see you if you want me to, even if its just to see you for a minute or two. NO questions asked. I want to be there when you need me most.

25 October 2010

I want..

you to talk to me like you would with any close friend of yours.. and more. if thats not too much to ask :) if only i wasnt naturally quiet, people would find it easier to talk to me :(


Last night, I had a strange dream about being in a plane that failed to take off. I think it was because it wasnt going fast enough and the lane was too short. We somehow took the plane back to starting position and tried launching several times. Then I think the last time, we actually used roads for launching and.. it was really weird.

I wonder why I dreamt of that?

23 October 2010

3 More Days

I cant believe its so soon. Ive been so occupied with school work, hanging out with friends and all that, that I didnt realise I would turn 16 in less than a week. When I was young, I used to count down a whole month to my birthday but not this time XD

Not to mention this birthday will be very.. um.. stressful. Ive probably got no time to celebrate because I have 2 exams and an assignment due, and coincidentally, they're placed to be due day after day after my birthday -__- i.e. I'll be studying hardcore on my birthday.. greaaaat :(

Hmm.. in terms of presents, I dont really want anything specific.. I did originally want a Country Road bag but I really dont mind anything because there's nothing top priority for me.

Today my mum and I negotiated at the 3 store in Kingsford and I can actually upgrade my phone to Blackberry without waiting 2 months for my contract to end :D we're going to get it on wednesday. But that means im getting a Blackberry Curve, not the Storm touch that i really wanted =/ oh well.

22 October 2010

そばにいるね I'm By Your Side

Even now, I continue to think of you
No matter how much we move,
I'm by your side baby, always
Regardless of how we are separated, you are in my heart
But, being without you is so lonely
So baby please, just hurry back home

Baby boy, I'm right here and I'm not going to leave
You know that I love you, so you don't have to worry
No matter the distance,
this heart is not going to change
Don't you understand what I'm saying?
I am waiting for you

Although we can't return the time that has passed,
You are still here for me, and dear to me
Although I understand that the distance with you is so far and that you are so busy,
Sometimes I wanted to run away
But whether my eyes were opened, or I was sleeping,
I wasn't able to leave you
When I remembered you, I cried

Inside that album, I obtain all my memories
Day after day, I see it and, for a moment, I feel your love
And now I continue to wait for your call
And you call my cell phone at the last moment before I fall asleep
(I want to hold you and be with you)
I won't go anywhere, I'm right here
But I want hope to be with you
Hey, you understand, right?
I am waiting

- 青山 テルマ


I have a REALLY strong feeling that keeps nagging me.. that feeling is that something bad is going to happen tonight..
So i have a chinese speech due tomorrow about '我的電腦' and i have absolutely NO idea what to write .__. Any suggestions?

19 October 2010


Do you remember the last time i blogged about my science trial school cert and said im most likely to fail the question i thought id be best at - the biology one on DNA? Today i got the exam back and got 5/5 for that question.. what the heck -__-"

Day 5: A photo of the item you last purchased

Like, really purchased? Not food kind of purchases? Uhh.. wow i really dont remember.. Probably a bus ticket? ahaha nah thats too.. basic. Oh gosh, im going to skip this one, i dont remember besides food purchases :S

18 October 2010


At work some fight came on about this asian couple having a pet with them while they were eating and some cheeky random decided to make a big scene out of it and cause trouble and all that. In the end wawan had to politely tell them to leave because they weren't allowed pets. That random guy pushed it too far when he got what he wanted (the couple to leave) and from what i heard from Adam, attempted to put ketchup all over the dog but it ended up on the guy i think. It was pretty big, there was a lot of shoving, trying to get at each other and shouting and wawan had to try get between them and that. I gotta admit, the girl was just as tough, forceful and angry as the guy was. It really scared me that day, but yeah, you know. The general rule is that pets arent allowed in places where people eat, so I guess that random did have a point to prove. But yeah.. still.. a little shaken about it all

Day 4: A song to match your mood

Simple Love - Jay Chou

17 October 2010


..what ive been waiting for.

Today I came home to find a weight scale in my room that I asked my mum to buy today. My weight is..


And my BMI is 17.0 (Height = 157cm)
Underweight = >18.5
Not too bad.. I only seem slightly underweight right? ^^

I dont know why, but I kept messing with the accuracy by trying to get the starting point EXACTLY at zero, but its really hard. If you see it from different views and angles.. you get different results.. -__-

Well anyway, if im really determined to do the blood drive, i need to gain at least 6-8kg in about a month or less. Is that possible? Today I couldnt even finish half a plate of combination chow mein. This aim is waaaay more harder than i thought.

Im going to start by just eating what I normally eat everyday, and constantly check my weight to see if im losing weight, staying the same, or gaining weight. If im gaining weight then yay! i just continue eating what i usually eat then ^^


Today my boyfriend and I wore clothes that were so identical to each others, that it scared me so much. It really caught me off guard, because it was a pure coincidence - we never exchanged words on what we were going to wear that day. On the brighter side, it was really nice because we matched each other :)

14 October 2010

*Jumping up and down in excitement* :D

So on June 2010, I wrote a letter to the Distant Worlds: Music from Final Fantasy saying that it would be nice if they performed in Sydney, Australia sometime, because I'm a fan of the music and the whole orchestra and it inspires me and all that. I checked all the concert dates and from what ive seen, they only perform around Japan and America =/

And today I checked my inbox and found a response from them from last month! :D and.. THEY'RE PERFORMING IN SYDNEY NEXT YEAR!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHH I AM SO HAPPY! :D and apparently Nobuo Uematsu is going to attend it as well!!

I went to try get seating arrangements and you can literally choose where you want to sit out of the hundreds of seats available :L The ones that were coloured meant they were already taken and.. wow, a lot of them are already taken O.o

anyway.. im sooooooo going XD Maybe I'll get the good tickets like the A reserve or B reserve one at $70-$99 range. Cheapest one is Reserve C at $35 but nah, I want good seats :P

13 October 2010

Distance :(

Cant imagine what it would be like not seeing you for a month when I go overseas during holidays..

11 October 2010


I cant believe I would do such a thing now that I think about it..


Self-talk: "Shame on you, you will never be a biologist now" -__-
So today, I had a mind blank on a biology question. Yup, that one on DNA and the environment.. How could I.. after spending all my spare time reading a book ALL ABOUT IT. Biology is meant to be a subject I want to be strong in, not have mind blanks in :(

08 October 2010

New phone on my birthday

Every 2 years is when i normally get a new phone, and so today, a new phone was the main topic of the conversation with my mum today.

At first i had 3 choices - LG mini, Nokia X6 and Nokia N97 mini. yup, i somehow gave up on the LG new chocolate slide. and i had to stick to a $29 cap anyway. then came the blackberry bold which i really wanted, but it was on the $39 cap. i had to resort to the blackberry curve which didnt look as nice, but i wanted more than the other 3 phones i mentioned.. and lastly, came the blackberry storm 9700 - on the $29 cap + touchscreen. the difference was that it was the older version released in 2008 i think? no wonder its so cheap now. the blackberry storm 2 would be much better because its the latest version, but umm.. you know.. its expensive. haha

so anyway, blackberry storm 1 it is :D

07 October 2010

Day 2: Your favourite photo of your best friend

I wouldnt say I have a best friend, but as for close friend(s), here they are (by the way, sorry for taking your photo and posting it up elsewhere, tell me if you want me to change it or have it removed all together D: )





05 October 2010

Day 1: A photo of something you ate today

Okay im officially starting my 10 day challenge now :D

Today I ate at Pepper Lunch for the first time ^^ Had a chicken and hamburger combo?
This isnt my picture and this even isnt what i ate, but im too lazy.. ==" so.. heres a picture from the internet?

Blood test

Tomorrow im going for a blood test - personal decision by me to see if anything is wrong or something like that. The main reason is diabetes, and i doubt i have it, but i dont know, apparently its common? And apparently im also more prone to it because of my diet lacking in this and that :(

02 October 2010

School Performance

[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 0

[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school 'cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total so far: 2

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total so far: 6

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, hotmail etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x]Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class.

Total so far: 10

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total so far: 13

[ ] Gotten a call from school...
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Swore during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total so far: 14

[x] Faked your parents signature.
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework

Total: 14
Multiply by 3: 42%