Anyway when the time came, I started working a few mins early. Everyone was surprised to see me in all black instead of the usual red. haha :) Well, time passed slow, and it after a few hours, these guys came in. They looked like guys I would typically see at my youth group - and guess what, it was. and J-- WAS THERE. A CLOSE FRIEND OF A GUY I USED TO REALLY REALLY LIKE (which was 2 years ago, by the way). I was freaking out! I thought the guy I used to like, would be there too, but WHEW luckily not -huge sigh of relief- If you happened to be one of the lucky people that knew me back in 2008/2009 and read my old blog (now on private), you would've known just how much I wrote about him -.-"
Anyway I'm kinda scared now, that somehow someone from my youth group will read this and be like 'WHAAAT?! she used to like J-----?!' well.. that.. was.. ages ago.. so umm.. yeah.. ^^"