The question now is.. what to do..
26 April 2011
It Gets Worse..
It it officially a day before the half yearly exams and I have not studied at all. Should I be worried? YES. What the hell is wrong with me?! Why aren't I motivated to study at all?! Usually I'd start to panic and start studying a few days before exams, but now its reached a DAY before exams. I think I need to go see a psychiatrist, something is definitely WRONG with me. It's like I'm throwing my whole future away, away for WHAT? I don't think I should even dare to ask God for help right now, because he gave me a whole holiday's worth of opportunity to study and I just threw it all away on working, going out, driving and watching TV. Will my parents forgive me? No. Will God forgive me? I dont know. Will the HSC forgive me? DEFINITELY NOT. They don't spare no mercy for those who decide to spend their studying time doing something else.