30 September 2011

30th September

Today I was pretty geed to meet and work with amelia for the first time, yet she's worked for very close to almost a year Dx My first impression is.. she's really pretty xD She has the nice Indonesian eyes/smile that strangely remind me of natisa O.o Just from first time meeting her, I can tell she has all the good genes. She's quite talented - can play guitar and piano and she's studying for B engineering!! :O :O And after she left work, my other work friend told me she comes from a wealthy family (topic came up because she was carrying a burberry bag :L). Of course, she has a really nice personality to top it off :D

That was pretty much the highlight of my day :)
So far I've been working for the whole of this week (with the weekend off) wheww.. monday is public holiday meaning double pay!! :D hoping for manager to extend my shift an extra hour at the very least, 4-10pm instead of 5pm! ><

24 September 2011


You know what I haven't worn in a while? Watches :O
When I was working with my friend on Friday and she finished, she dressed back to casual and was wearing a really pretty watch that was either white or silver and had heaps of diamonds (or diamantes or swarovski crystals, whatever shiny jewel it was xD) and it stood out quite a lot.. Considering I've only seen it once and for a few seconds I forgot what it looked like but it's similar to this (except hers was more.. youthful looking I guess?) ^^ This one below is made of swarovski (according to google images) XD

I was thinking (now wearing my one and only purple Baby-G watch) I should buy a more pretty one since I've had this one *points to arm* since year 7 I think? I remember how my grandparents bought it because my mum requested it, since she thought it would be nice for high school.. cant believe I still can remember.. kekeke ^^ So many things to save up for now - I still need to pay my dad for the k-pop ticket, I owe Selena $4 I think? Hmm.. what else.. I need to get my savings back up to the way it was before I went to Indonesia ToT I also want to buy clothes.. light coloured shoes (more flats).. light coloured jackets.. new ring for my necklace.. yellow/blue silicone covers for my phone.. huaa xD everything basically ~ but most importantly the money to shout people for lunch, movies etc ^o^

Seeing Khuntoria on WGM..

I feel like that 'childish' love again XD

23 September 2011

Interview :D

Yay, managed to secure an interview time! ^^
Friday 7 October: 3:00 - 3:15pm
Wish me luck ><

21 September 2011

Graduation of a different sort..

After a long time.. he appeared in my dream again, and it was a long dream but I can only remember the ending >< I was looking at his high school graduation scrapbook and came to his page where he had a photo of him in a group, a fold out paper with a motto attached (both in Indonesian and English) as well as this mini booklet with all these personal questions for people to answer, but I was just interested in his answers, yet he didnt write it down :( That's all I remember from my dream ~

Don't you find it annoying when your phone internet is way faster/consistent in speed than your actual home internet connection?! If I need to go onto a page fast, my phone is always reliable for that, but home internet, you disappoint me =___="

19 September 2011

Heart Attack?!

asdfghjkl im getting paranoid with this chest pain I keep on getting, it didn't just stop after that night I spent until like 2am, it kept going to this day T__T as well as these back shoulder pains I've been getting recently, about 2 weeks ago? I thought it was just because I kept going on my laptop while laying on my bed, back up, but nooo I'm starting to get scared.. I don't want to dieee at a young age, HELP ME!!!

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

Good song ^^
Got it off William who played it in church when he was doing a practise drum session. So thankyou! :)


Wow.. had the strangest dream last night, that I became the step-daughter of Taeyang because he married my mum (but in my dream she looked Korean) and no one would believe me but I was there to witness their marriage. They didn't have a wedding, it was just me, my mum, Taeyang and the priest and we went out into the park, my mum in her wedding dress and him in his suit and I stood their witnessing the event. But then.. the priest couldn't continue on because the parents of both parties wasn't there as witnesses? So it got cancelled :(

Then the dream skipped again, but this time he was marrying my cousin and it was a more public event? I felt like I wouldn't be able to talk to him though because I wasn't that close with my cousin, so it would mean we were less related.. and I was afraid he would only see me as a 'fangirl' =/

18 September 2011

If I could wish for one thing right now..

It'd be to become a more approachable person.. Like less socially awkward, more friendly smile and all that.. Oh, I wish.. ><

13 September 2011

After admitting it to her..

I'm pretty disappointed in myself.

Strawberry Yogurt

It has now been 5 mins since I applied my first face mask and damnnn it smells so good, I'm so tempted to taste it XD XD And it's really cooling/refreshing on the face - what I expected it to be.. Considering making a home made face mask (bubzbeauty's peaches and cream one maybe?) but it will definitely be messy and I'm not sure it will feel as nice.. xD

12 September 2011

Every single day..

Aww man, been at it for 3+ days straight, every morning and night and its the same message over and over :(

11 September 2011

Exam Timetable (for self-reference)

8:50am - 10:25am


8:50am - 10:55am

8:50am - 10:00am

8:50am - 10:55am


8:50am - 10:25am

1:30pm - 3:35pm

애인이 생기면 하고 싶은 일

(What I want to do when I have a lover)
- G.NA feat. Rain

Listening to this song reminds me of my ideal type of love I wanted to have years ago (I know, so cheesy right?). In SOME ways, I reckon I'm still the same.. but hearing this song makes me want to cringe at some parts.. its a bit TOO mushy for me :$

08 September 2011

The socially awkward one.

- You check your phone because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
- Wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. Twice.
- Someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. You maintain distance.
- Hold the door for some. They're slightly too far away
- Someone comes online, you say "hey", they go offline.
- You go in for a high-five. Other person isn't looking.
- Accidently look someone in the eye. Pretend to look past them.
- You say something stupid. You play it down, but everyone sees your face going red.
- You say "hi" to someone. It comes out as a whisper.
- Your friends formed a circle while you were gone. You can't fit and end up standing slightly askew.
- Waiting by yourself for friends. Pretend you're texting.
- You tell a hilarious joke. Nobody laughs.
- You're in class and you want to cough. Some other person just coughed, now you have to wait.
- Walk into the restrooms and stalls are full; pretend you only came here to wash your hands then leave.
- The person in front is walking slightly slower than you are. You walk at an uncomfortable speed to get past them

Why is it that EVERY point relates to me? Literally every single point. LOL. This is sad -__-"

06 September 2011

When you're really sleep deficient..

Is it normal for your chest and shoulders to get an occasional sharp pain? I understand shoulders, because its been supporting your head for the whole day.. but chest? It feels kinda similar to heart burn from eating food too fast :S

03 September 2011


I previously had no hope for TPG because I actually talked to my dad about it before but he didn't seem to want to change internet.. but just today he was talking about considering getting it! Since the internet I have right now is technically designed for portability instead of for use at home, actual home internet would be really good XD